Today is Goofy's psychological evaluation.
I'm nervous because almost 3 years of searching has lead up to this moment. This evaluation. The FINAL answer. It will set the path for where we go from here.
I'm nervous because I have been a crazy woman these past 2 years- fighting and yelling and demanding and well, you've been here. you know. I've been insane.
...what if I'm wrong? No, he can't read very well. He's getting some words but not grade level. and yeah, he has trouble writing but what if that's just fine motor skills? What if his trouble is typical? not uncommon? What if his trouble is a lack of appropriate instruction instead of a disability? What if it's my fault? What if I'm looking for something where it doesn't exist?
I don't really believe any of that to be true but still, I'm nervous because... what if?
Either way, this isn't the end of the road, one thing is for sure- my baby can't read, writing isn't working for him. One way or another, school evaluations will go on.
Any prayers, nice thoughts, or good vibes today would be appreciated. If you want to pray that we don't walk away with a diagnosis of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy, I'd be grateful ;)